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JFMMJJASOND

by Box Nation

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1.
Goddamnocles 01:23
This year's been so fucked so far Living in fear, feeling like Damocles Hanging in by a hair Waiting for the next shoe to drop on me And man, more than once I've just about given up I've held my life in my hands It was heavy and cold And so easily sold (And it felt good to know there's a plan.) This year's felt so fucking long Three months of shit feels like years going by And I'm just fuckin' sick Of seeing so much of what I love die "Don't give up! 'Cos this'll pass The way that you're feeling won't last!" And I guess it's so, 'cos Jesus Fuck knows That the good times went by so fast And man, more than once I've just about given up I've held my life in my hands January sucked February? Fuck it March is building up As I'm waiting for April to come back
2.
How does it feel to see your tattoo in the mirror? Does it make you sorry for something that you've lost? Or do you make up a new meaning for it? One's got nothin' to do with me A past that's paid without the thought of cost When he saw it for the first time, did you tell him the story Of a love much stronger than y'all will ever know And in the morning when you're pickin' out your outfit Do you pick out somethin' so it doesn't show? 'Cos the day that we got them I'll admit my superstition A love tattoo is always tempting fate A dare made to the universe to try to pull these two apart A dare the universe will always take But man, we felt like we were fuckin' bulletproof in those days Riding something bigger than us two So what do you think now, after it's all tumbled down? How does it feel to look at your tattoo?
3.
It feels alright doin' nothin' with you So fuckin' comfortable All I wanna do After a long day Not workin' for a living This world holds a grudge This couch is so forgiving This gravity It pulls me down I'm going under again, sweet suffocation My lips are turning blue This smile never leaves 'em Some kind of suicide A life of desperation So desperately content With this asphyxiation How am I here again? After I said I'd never Never let it go I's gonna live forever But living's so much work Life is hard and tiring These dogs just wanna sleep And that seems so inspiring
4.
I hate myself for hating that you're happy I hate myself for hoping you're not in love And if you are, I hate myself for wanting you to suffer Just a little bit Just a little bit I hate myself for hoping he's an asshole I hate myself for hoping he'll break your heart I hate myself for thinking maybe he could push you around Just a little bit Just a little bit I hate myself for thinking about hurting him I hate that it would come into my brain I hate myself for feeling better knowing you will fuck him up Just a little bit More than a little bit I hate myself for wanting you to feel bad I hate myself for trying to sow regret I guess that I'm just hoping that you'll tell me that you miss me Just a little bit
5.
Drove by the mansion yesterday Guess the car just knew the way I saw your ghost out on the lawn Spirit smoke was rising up, floating on... And so I lit one too In some fucked up way, I felt closer to you Now every time I step outside My death is keeping you alive And I know what my friends say "That motherfucker's in a bad way" But I need something to cling to This rising wraith is all that's left of you And so I lit one too In some fucked up way, I felt closer to you Now every time I step outside My death is keeping you alive So tell me, do you think of moving on? Will you stay in fear, or come back home? What will your final resting place be? Will you speak in smoke and tell me? So tell me, do you think of moving on? Will you stay in fear, or come back home? What will your final resting place be? Will you speak in smoke and tell me?
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If I live to be a hundred I may never understand How you can live like sheep and cattle yet still claim the soul of man We are doomed to meet in battle for the conscience of this land I pray to empty skies when I think of days to come There are few now who remember days when courage was the rule We've been weaned on flags and pledges from the master's church and school We've grown dull around the edges like so many trusty tools I pray to empty skies this battle may be won We'll find freedom from the burdens we've been shackled with from birth When we banish gods from skies and bosses from the earth Well, you know you're being driven and you know who holds the reins But you accept that this is your lot as you swallow all the pain You pray that you ain't forgot when sweet Jesus comes again And pray to empty skies for heaven's clarion call You offer supplication for the strength to pull you through But when you get down on your knees then the bosses prey on you You pay your weekly fees, your salvation to renew And pray to empty skies to come and save us all We'll find freedom from the burdens we've been shackled with from birth When we banish gods from skies and bosses from the earth Well, I bet that they are sure today that God is on their side With wealth and power hallowed by the tears they've never cried It wasn't their land that went fallow or their own sons that died These empty skies won't open up to save their skins 'Cos there'll be a time of reckoning, when all your sins are known And the kindness you receive will match the kindness you have shown And I bet that you believe it'll come from God's own holy throne You'll be disabused of that thought in the end We'll find freedom from the burdens we've been shackled with from birth When we banish gods from skies and bosses from the earth We'll find freedom from the burdens we've been shackled with from birth When we banish gods from skies and capitalists from the earth

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Box Nation is Brian and John from Boxsledder and Holmes! and Micah from Trepan Nation; this stuff was recorded in March of '13 in Brian's basement. If you listen closely, you might pick up on hints of a broken heart... It's subtle, but it's there.

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released January 16, 2014

Holmes!: vocals, guitar
John: guitar, vocals
Brian: bass, vocals
Micah: drums, awesomeness

Holmes! had written "I Hate Myself", "Fate", and "Banish Gods" before the sessions, but the other three were written and recorded on the spot, lyrics by Holmes! and music by the all of us. Fuck, yeah!

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Oh! You Kid! Wilmington, North Carolina

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